it's 2 am in the morning, and i'm overwhelmed with tears.. i've got a huge scar on my left knee due to a fall that i had outside where i stay last year, and until now, the scar has not gone away yet, i can't wear skirts anymore. Everyone will see my scar and pass judgements on me. i won't have perfect legs anymore.. they're long, but they're not scarless, maybe this is God's punishment for me to not have perfect legs. But, my life is so miserable, i've got no nice back, coz it's filled with surgical scars, no nice upper hips, coz there's another surgical scar there, no big boobs due to that back brace i've worn for the whole period of my puberty, and thus, last year, i had one thing to be proud of, which is my legs, but now that's gone too.. i probably only have my face.. so sad.. i know this is so superficial and so i don't know.. crazy.. but this is how i really feel about the scar on my knee. and maybe no guy will ever like me coz i'm too imperfect in appearance to be true. stop dreaming, amanda.