Everytime I step into the hospital, I will always come out feeling helpless. This time I came out with a thought in my mind, saying "don't panic", and just give everything to God and trust in Him. I hate eating medicine, but this time, i've gotta eat 6 a day for a month. I was tearing on the way out of the pharmacy, and I surrendered my life to Him, because everytime I came out, I realised how much I needed God, and that God is the only one who could help me now. So help me God, and do what You want to do in me, I give You my life, and my back. They're Yours. Love You. Amen.