okay, i know Ben put this in one of his posts on his blog, but i am gonna write it here too, because i feel the same thing as him too.

just that the person that we like is different, of course.


i did not choose you, because i chose God instead. Even if you seem like you don't know and you don't care.

And i actually do prefer spending time with God and listening to Christian music, than to spend time with you. Surprisingly, last time, before i made the decision, i actually wanted to spend time with you more, but God is much better now.