i know i should be going to bed now at 1am in the morning, when i have duty tomorrow, but i can't get to sleep.

alright, happy birthday ben!!! happy 21!! see you tomorrow, and i forgot to ask you to bring the book, ahh!!!!!

ok... hmmm... ok... hmmm... i have nothing to blog about i can't remember what i;m suppose to blog.. oh yes, i remember now..

after reading through my archives and previous posts of this blog, i realised that every single post is about me somehow, directly or indirectly, about how i feel or about stuff happening to me.. and i've got to stop thinking about myself, and start thinking of others, serving others, and talking about others in a good way, not gossipping, it's bad to gossip coz it's a sin, but sometimes, i can't help it. i'm sorry God i just can't. but i've got to stop talking about myself and what happens to me.... but talk about others.... in good ways.. and why i like other people for who they are. what are the things about them that shines so much... yupz.... that's my new topic for blogging....