Why are you so discouraging? you obviously still like her more than me! Why am I still here? Why am I not walking away? you always hang up the phone when you talk to her. you always jump at every opportunity to help her, but grumble at every opportunity to help me. Why am I so stupid? There's no point in holding on to you, when you keep on holding on to her. I should just let you go and find someone else who appreciates me much more than you. But why am I still holding on to you? This is so confusing.