you said you will try if i said yes, and now when i've said yes, you tell me you might not try. then why am i trying? this is so confusing. i have so much more to say. but i don't know how to say it. it's like after praying, thinking it through everything, talking to other more mature pple, i.e., shepherds, leaders, parents, pastors, and having sleepless nights trying to make a decision. and when i've made one, you tell me, i might try, i might not try, then why did i consult all those people for? why did i have to tell them everything? and being hurt over and over again. i'm currently in a very stone mode, and a hurt one too. so now i will go back to my God for rest and comfort, coz by grace i am saved to do good works to glorify Him.

really weird to end this post with a song, and i actually don't really liked it coz we sang it almost every sunday in HopeAdelaide, but i sang it today at Grace Church. so happy.


How Great Is Our God

The splendour of a King
Clothed in Majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice

He wraps Himself in light
And darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice

How great is our God
sing with me
How great is our God
and all will sing
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb

How great is our God
sing with me
How great is our God
and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Name above all names
You are worthy of all praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God

Name above all names
You are worthy of all praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God

How great is our God
sing with me
How great is our God
and all will see
How great, how great is our God

How great is our God
sing wiht me
How great is our God
and all will see
How great, how great is our God.