i know you may not like me.

i know you may not like to talk online, or offline to me, because i am an irritating girl who likes to go to your room to talk to you, but unknown to you, i like to go to everyone else's room to talk to them too, and everyone comes to my room and talk to me too.

i know we had great times and bad times together, and everything that you do and everything that you say makes it sound like you do like me in a way, just that i am not sure if you like me as a friend or as a potential girlfriend, but something always makes me not want to let my heart go to you, is because you're shorter than me, but does height really matter?

i am not sure. at this point of time.

i do hope you do like me, but i know it is hard.

we are of different cultures and different backgrounds, and if we even go back to our ancestors, we are enemies too.

as a conservative asian, i know the thing i type that i am going to do is very stupid, being the person i am, i would rather not tell you. i should wait for you to tell me if you do or do not like me. i am not going to tell you that i like you and i am going to keep this secret with me till the day i am reunited with my father in heaven.

Amen.